I just don’t know anymore

I’m just tired of living like this….. I hate having to be someone els when I get home….. I’m tired of people calling me a ” faggot ” and tired of people telling me to ” go die “…… I just feel like I’m worthless…. Everyday morning when I wake up, I look in the mirror and look at my self…. and all I see is an abomination, worthless, good-for-nothing person… I feel like I’m a really bad person and that I don’t deserve to live because of what everyone tells me… I just don’t know what to do anymore.